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May. 5th, 2005

Apr. 10th, 2005

11:40 pm

Of course I have not updated in forever..I don't know if anyone even reads this but thats kewl...I'm not going to update you on everything that has happened since my last entry, If you need to know you most likely already do. Anyways, quick entry...this weekend was A-MA-ZING!! I had soo much fun Sean came down this weekend for my semi-formal on friday and stayed till today he went home, boo :( We did have an amazing time though. I love that guy more than I can ever put into words, I think he summed up our weekend best by saying...

...to endless weekends in a hotel, at a dance, in a car, at the bar where true love's exposure to two people is proof that they were and have always been made to be with eachother...i love u and I will never forget this weekend (even though I might not always remember what we talked about...)

I love my boyfriend soo much...he makes me the happiest girl in the world!!! Thats about it for my weekend back to the boring old school week...later

Current Mood: tired

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Mar. 13th, 2005

11:03 pm - SPRING BREAK!!!!

So....Spring Break is finally here...well tech. it was here on friday when I came home, but I had to work on a paper that I have to mail to my teacher tomorrow...yes mail cause I missed a lot of class cause of the surgery...but now it is done and I can just relax the rest of the week..yea!!!! so where should we start....Friday night went out with Gina, Cor, Kim, James, and Ryan went to go see the movie Hostage...it was SOOOO good..a bit bloody, but amazing..then last night went to go see Hitch with my mommy and Daddy...that movie was really good too...funnnnnyyy...then later on went over to Mikey's and got to see Jen, Nina, Tarin, Gina, Jon, Kevie, and Mikey of course...lots of fun...it was soo good to see all those guys, I miss them when I'm away. Gina and I are going to go visit good old Conant High tomorrow..should be a fun time...maybe go mess with my bro...I can't believe his is already a Junior!!! I can't wait till wed. though cause that means I get to see Sean!!! going to spend some time at his house...Wed through Friday...I'm a lil excited about that :) :) I think thats about it......ohhh yah, awesome quote right
here ->
Hold her hand while you talk.
Hold her hand while you drive.
Just hold her hand.
Look her in the eyes when you talk to her. Protect her.
Tell her stupid jokes.
Tickle her, even if she says stop.
Slow dance with her.
When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Get her mad, and then kiss her.
Tease her. Let her tease you back.
Stay up with her when she's sick.
Kiss her forehead.
Let her wear your clothes.
Kiss her in the rain.
And when you fall in love with her, tell her...

Current Mood: accomplished

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Mar. 6th, 2005

10:32 pm

So I haven't really updated this in a lonngg time...A bunch has happened of course..Most interesting news so far is that I got to take a lil trip to the hospital last Wed night!!! That was a blast....NOT...It ended up that I had a sist on my ovary (yah, not very fun) So I got to stay at the lovely hospital till that Saturday and have some surgery done (They said the sist was the size of a tennis ball!!! Can you believe that? Yikes) So now I have a very hot scar that the doctor says will look better in no time (should I believe him? hmmm) ohh...and by the way...I HATE hospitals...everything about them scare me..thank goodness I had my mommy and daddy and of course my Gina and Sean there to keep me company!! Gina I owe you BIG TIME for everything you did for me....I LUV YAH SOOOOO MUCH!!! So anyways, that lovely trip ended on Saturday when I got to go home to good old Elk Grove for about a week and sit on my ass and do nothing...and now I am back in P-town!!! Just got back today...Cor Cor drove me up (They told me I am not allowed to drive right now, don't really understand why, but oh well) I was soo excited today though, cause Sean drove to see me and we went to see The Pacifier with Gina,Cor,Jac and Jes!!! All in all it was a pretty good first day back...except for having to say goodbye to Sean...I hate saying goodbye :( At least I only have this week and then I'm home again (and I get to see Sean!!) for Spring Break....So that's pretty much my life in a nutshell right now.....later....

ohh and by the way...My Birthday was Feb.16th...Big 20 now!!!

Current Mood: tired

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Feb. 20th, 2005

01:34 am

There are always those certain people in your life that seem to be able to make all the pain and hurt go away just like that...Thank heaven for those people!!

Current Mood: touched

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Feb. 19th, 2005

08:41 pm

This is how I feel right now.....








enough said

Current Mood: irritated

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Feb. 13th, 2005

05:07 pm

Sometimes the best things in life come when you least expect them too......Best V-day/Birthday weekend eveeeerrr!!!!

Current Mood: loved

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Feb. 5th, 2005

02:30 pm

Soo....Today I-week is finally over!!!!! Yeah!! (tech. not till tonight, but you get it) Don't get me wrong it was fun messing with the pledges, and being messed with..lol..but I'm glad it's all done and over with now!!! Time to party with our lil sis's tonight...ChiO' keg then the bar...I better see all you NI's out tonight!!!

Amazing quote.....

***Be who you are and say what you feel cause people who mind don't matter, and people who matter don't mind***

Current Mood: rejuvenated

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Feb. 3rd, 2005

03:05 pm - ????

Do you ever get that feeling where everyone around you is just really pissing you off? Don't get me wrong I love my friends dearly but I have no classes on Friday and damn'it I want to go out on thursday nights!!! What's the problem with that you ask? Nothing, except that none of them ever want to go out!!! (ok, maybe not NEVER, but it sure feels like that)It seriously seems like more and more of my friends are doing nothing but staying in lately. I guess I'm just alot diffrent than some of them, I enjoy socializing, no one says you have to be smashed every night just cause your at a party or the bar, just go out and have a good time!!! That's all I want to do!! Ohh well, Ill just hope for the best tonight....see you at the bar!!!

Current Mood: annoyed

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Jan. 23rd, 2005

09:30 pm

I'm not a perfect person
as many things I wish I didn't do
but I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
it's something I must live with everyday
and all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why I need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that I do
and the reason is you

Current Mood: contemplative

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Jan. 22nd, 2005

04:16 am

I dont even know how I typed in my password....soooo drunk....but I have come to the conclution that alot of my life has been made up of bad choices and rash/wrong desicions....I dont want to do that anymore...I know what I want know and hopefully somewhere down the line I will be lucky enough to get what I want....if I dont Im not sure what will happen to me....

Current Mood: drunk

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Jan. 13th, 2005

11:31 am

Not much has been going on...mostly work and just relaxing around the house (being reallllly lazy!!)I am pretty excited to go back to school though...only 4 MORE DAYS!!! Seeing everyone and going out again will be a nice change from my pj/t.v. watching nights in lol

Current Mood: hungry

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Jan. 3rd, 2005

11:10 pm

Yea...its 2005!!! ok, so that might not be that exciting, but my New Years eve was AWESOME!!! Went up to NIU and had a blast! I was so excited cause I had the chance to hangout with all the boys..Mikey,John,Kevie,Keith,Corey(even though I get to see him whenever..lol..jk I luv yah Cor)..plus a couple of guys from highschool that I haven't seen in a while, that was nice!!! And the MOST important...my girls..Gina,Jen and Taryn!!! It was so good to spend time with Jen again..I have to admit I am terrible at calling and keeping in touch when I'm away at college w/her and I know that is horrible..(I'm working on it, I promise)but its the nights like New Years that really make me realize that no matter how long we have gone without talking or seeing eachother, when we do its just like old times..Jen, I love you sooo much girl and New Years kicked ass, it just would not have been the same without you!!! I also think I found my new favorite drink...UV blue vodka and lemonade...(sooo goood)..or maybe it could be Jello Shots, since I had..hmm..lets see, I think 20 of them, No joke!! Thanks to my "favorite drinks" lots of drunk dials were made..so hopefully they were entertaining to all who received them!!! All in all it was a great way to end 2004/start the new year!! Have to admit though, now that its over, I am getting a little bored of being at home...Working alot to make some money!! I hate living so far from some people at school though...I can't get use to the fact that I can't just call them up and go over to their room till like 5 in the morning to watch movies and elimidate..lol..ohh well, I guess we will be back at school before we know it (then I'll want to come home again lol)ok..I'm going to stop typing cause this is getting a bit long and I'm going to go back to my eventful night of watching T.V... been having alot of those nights recently..(the late night phone calls from a certain someone do help to ease the pain though) :)

Current Mood: la la la .....

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Dec. 29th, 2004

11:08 pm

Sweatpants..warm blanket..T.V...and me..nice relaxing night in :)

Current Mood: lazy

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Dec. 25th, 2004

10:35 pm - MERRY CHRISTMAS

I hope today all of you had as much fun and got as many kewl presents from Santa as I did...(and of course ate just as much Food..lol) Merry Christmas to all......and to all a good night!!!

Current Mood: full

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Dec. 18th, 2004

01:28 am - HOME

All I have to say is......

There's NO place like HOME.... There's NO place like HOME!!!!!

Current Mood: enthralled

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Dec. 12th, 2004

05:49 pm

Just thought this was cute :)

Right Now -
-somebody is thinking of you.
-somebody is caring about you.
-somebody misses you
-somebody wants to talk to you.
-somebody wants to be with you.
-somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
-somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
-somebody wants to hold your hand.
-somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
-somebody wants you to be happy.
-somebody wants you to find him/her.
-somebody is celebrating your successes.
-somebody wants to give you a gift.
-somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
-somebody loves you.
-somebody admires your strength.
-somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
-somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.

Only three more finals to go...then back to good old EG!!!

Current Mood: happy

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Dec. 8th, 2004

09:27 pm - Finals

Man do I HATE finals....ughhhhh!!! Who came up with these things....hmmm? lol...Lets just say I have been studying pretty much the whole day and it really really sucks!! The only good thing is that for once in my life I am not procrastinating this year....Yeah!!!! well, just wanted to vent that, I know everyone else out there is in my boat too so....Good luck on Finals everyone!!!!!

Current Mood: annoyed

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Dec. 7th, 2004

06:05 pm

My life sucks....just make this all end

Current Mood: lonely

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Dec. 6th, 2004

01:22 pm

WHO THEY WANT ME TO BE
**Thoughts go through my head, bitter memories broken hearts to mend laying in my bed at night I think why didn't I do this or that would it have been so hard to stand up for what I thought was right? Am I good enough..should I lie..am I who I want them to see..should I even try..tears stream down from my eyes I'm not who I want to be I want to be diffrent I want to change I want to leave I want to stay I want to be held I want to be free I want to be myself not who they want me to be**


Yah, that quote pretty much sums it up....

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